later tonight i'll be attending maria sharapova's match. so excited! better get myself ear plucks as well.hahas.
i met baby yesterday too! it was great seeing him after SOOO LONG. took photos with him and finally saw him in what he wore for prom =) dashing! hahas. im glad we talked and spent time together.
short post. i'm pretty tired.. really tired..
[[ draw strength from you lord ]]
i think i need to let it out..
i know i shouldn't let this over take my mind but sometimes it's so bloody annoying and i feel like screaming. take it in and let it go. may seem easy but it's not.
after hearing many stuffs. i began to reflect on myself whether i should treat ... differently? maybe i should let go of the past anger and not be so petty. i really wanted to be nice BUT it didn't happen. sometimes when you see "stuffs", it just boils your blood.why? cause i'm a female.
i won't reveal much here.
it bugs me all the time and i feel exceptionally uncomfortable but what to do? pretend nth happened? i know not all are able to understand what a women thinks. some women out there are like me. but what am i supposed to do? just expressing how much discomfort i feel.. instead it just back fires.
i wished i didn't have a mind that affects me so much.( but I still thank God anyways) it just irritates me, angers me.. i really want to let it go..just stop bothering me.
i can't possibly let it haunt me anymore.. i've got to let my mind stand strong, knowing the Lord will support me.
to put it all aside and to let out a breath of my final anger, "just fuck it and whatever."
. end of story.
oh. rod was amazing. i've got to stop jonathan from being sooo flirty. it scares me. haaas
i've got to stopped being so petty... but i wished you understood why i felt that way.HAHAHA. i lost my previous password for this blogger account. such a good memory samantha has man!! oh well, i had to put a new password =)
yes, TODAY, samantha went out with LOY YONG ZHEN. boy it was great seeing her after sooo long =)) we talked about lots of stuffs and basically catched up with each other's lives. had a horrible lunch though. spicy drumlets, garlic bread, chicken soup and baked pasta. i would simply rate this 5/10. it didn't taste that great either. not too good, not too bad.
oh who cares about the food now. we hit the arcade to play bomberman =D and obviously died pretty fast cause we both havent played for AGES. but it was seriously lots of fun! bought khairul's present too! and i got myself smth quite similar to his =DD
oh yes, after marina square we went to bugis. OMG MAN. yong zhen was happily shopping but ME, the picky samantha didn't buy anything. HAHA. couldn't find what i want. dahh.. =( oh well.. and yes, i was supposed to mention that yong zhen said she hated me. LOL. but i know she loves me =)) HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. laugh your heart out!
yong zhen left to meet her friends for a movie while i went back to tamp to meet khai to pass his present! though somethings did happen which i rather NOT mention. but i was happy, so was he =) and obviously i went to disturb carissa who was working halfway. HA. sorry for sending the bags at your legs. tried to catch your attention but failed =( I MISS YOU CARISSA!!
khai and i hit the arcade too!! drums and bomberman =)) i loved spending time with him just for that short time before i went home. i hope he's enjoying himself at KBOX with cy and gang =))
gonna stay up late till 12am peeps!! it's baby's birthday tomorrow =DDD YAY!!!!!!!!
here comes pictures!!! although just 3 =(
[[ ask and you shall receive. knock and the door shall be open ]]