i paid a visit to fcbc today =) it was a rather interesting session over there. though my group of friends and i were alittle lost at first and i terribly had to call phoebe for directions. hahas. i loved the worship session. it was really powerful and i felt God's presence. simply fantastic! although they sang songs which we didnt know but we caught up eventually! i must admit the service was heavy and long. i managed to survive but kinda fell asleep for a SHORT while. tsk. well, somehow i still prefer PMC. i feel more at home with PMC =) and gosh i do love the friends i made at PMC!!
ok let's say i really did make an effort to talk to you. but seriously, the answer you gave me really turned me off and i really think twice even wanting to talk to you ever again. but nevermind, i didn't bother about the way you replied and i tried AGAIN. when you walked past us, I SMILED AT YOU. but i guess you either "refused" to see that i smiled or i don't know ok, you only waved to grace. like hello? i'm NOT invisible. i was standing NEXT to grace. thanks alot. you made me feel as if i mean nothing to you anymore. you know, i almost cried during LG when sharing the problems we had with greg and christina. the friendship we had since primary 3. and it's gone just like that. thanks alot.
sian sian. tomorrow first period is chemistry spa. what a way to start a day. here comes the monday blues. i havent exactly started to memorize anything yet. i'm so freaking screwed for tomorrow. oh yes, will be doing my 2.4km practice tomorrow during PE. hoping to reduce my timing to at least 12mins? hmmms.. it's been ages since i last ran but never the less, i'll still try =) i still have a friendly match with AJC at 6pm. God knows what time i'll end but who cares. hoping to "thrash" them badly this time cause i desperately want to win. and with rachel's help, i'm sure we can =)
bought some stuffs so i can make khai his lovely pressie !! and boy i hope he'll LOVE it cause everything is done with my own hands! =DD proud of myself. tsk tsk. i gotta start working on it fast since he's going to the army soon =(( boy i'll miss him like mad. one person less to make my day crazy but oh wells, life has to go on. it's alright samantha, you can survive!!!! hahas. I"LL MISS YOU SO SO MUCH YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok that's enough. don't want you people knowing too much. it's bad for you health XD
i shall end here. kinda tired. i need to pay a doctor a visit asap. my tailbone and back is seriously getting to me. i wonder what is causing all these problems!!!! i hope it's nothing major. oh Lord please protect me.
[[ when it's all about you Lord. it's all about you ]]
all smiles for each other =D
super unglam but who cares XD
i wanna relive this dream i had with the Titans. a dream i never want to wake up from.a dream i'll willingly let it repeat over and over.the times we all had together under the sun, in the field.oops.. can you see someone "extra" over there? tsk tsk. <3
is it me or is jonathan just crazy? he calls me his sister and he's telling everyone about it. he already told the teachers and the trombone section. THANKS AH. but sorry i couldn't keep up with his nonense i decided to end the crap he was saying. HAHAHAHAHAHA. worst, now he calls khai his brother in law -_-'' oh please when will this nonsense ever end?and when i whacked him by mistake, ming chao( is that his name cause i never got it right. why? it's a chinese name!! XD) and him started singing and dancing -_-'' they went SMACK THAT GET ON THE FLOOR.SMACK THAT.GIVE ME SOMEMORE.it was so embarrassing sitting next to them i swear. they also enjoyed going around pranking band members telling them their shorts were split and so many fell for it. it was joy laughing with them.
sighs. i do miss band dearly and i really wish to come back more often. But my schedule keeps clashing. tennis tournament is starting in early April and my school time table is ending later and later. rahhhh.. thanks alot MJC. other classes still get to end early but why my class has to end at 3.25?!!! i miss my 1.45pm time slots.
this wednesday having tennis friendly with AJC. woots. very excited and i hope to play well and win my match. i'm still trying to get used to whacking the tennis ball even harder during match plays. everytime during match i just tend to add more spin and i don't whack. rahhh.. but thank goodness i'm really trying now and it's getting better. i just need a tat more confidence and less kan-chiong-ness. hahas. will be stepping down from tennis after the tournament ends. oh mans.. another cca to be missed. i always will love tennis too =)
you know i saw you. you know you saw me. but yet we still walked past each other without saying a thing.maybe all we did was recognise each other's presence but none of us made the effort to talk.where is this friendship going to. i want it back but it's just gone..
SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMORROW.they are going through exam papers. HUAT LA!!! sure fail everything? ok la. i may not exactly fail but i know i won't pass decently. as long i don't get involved in the meet the parents again. you people wouldn't want to know why.
samantha is going to start a taxi fund =) i'm way too lazy to take buses nowadays.lol. i just wanna get home fast and get to any place fast. so samantha aims to spend only $2 a day and save the rest for her taxi fund!
FINALLY MY MENSES HAVE ARRIVED!!!!!!!!!!!!! eating pineapple does speed things up by 1 day!!!!! WOW!!!!!
[[ Rejoice in the Lord always and i again i say rejoice!! ]]
i love you dear =)
I MISS YOU YZ!!!!!
so right, i was supposed to talk about facial. but i shall make it short and sweet =) i was scared like mad at the facial place cause there was this women who went ouch ouch ouch non stop and she practically screamed most of the time.lols!! so then i was thinking twice whether i should just go ahead but oh what the heck. i just went for it. lol. it was hell pain when she was trying to squeeze everything out from your face. a good experience but a painful one as well. my next appointment is next month.phew.
oh boy, shall drop by FCBC next sunday instead. today got pang seh-ed by ian chong!! that ass. when i called his house after youth service he just woke up. i was like WAH LAO EH. but it's ok since he said he'll treat me to mac's ice cream. LOL.
shoots. tomorrow i have SCHOOL. RAHHH!!! after school might be going out with tammie, wan ting,pei yun and pearlyn but like no confirmation cause tennis girls also going out. dahhh. if no confirmation then i go band? i don't know.....i also don't even know whether we have training tmr but i think we do? hmmms.. shall show you guys the new tennis outfit once we get it. SO PRETTY =DDD
boy i haven't been feeling well recently. the weather has been changing non stop and my body can't adjust to the weird changes. from hot to cold and vice versa. thanks to that, my nose has been bleeding everyday!!! -_-'' no matter how much water i drink it still bleeds. bahhs...
school is starting and it's back to school work again. i feel so sian but what to do. A levels!!! rahhh.. time to return to being a mugger =)
easter was celebrated in church today =) jesus died and rose on the third day. WHEEEE. praise praise praise the lord =DD
[[ Lift up your eyes all of heaven is in worship ]]
i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you
i love you i love you i love you i love you
i miss dunkz
seems like i haven't blogged in ages and i do apologise sincerely. i kinda lost the interest in doing so but seems like i got back into the mood. exams are over but this is just the beginning. getting back exam papers once school starts and nightmares will soon begin.rahh. having to face the fact that i have to take my A levels this year, i will have to begin mugging and taking things more seriously from... hmmm. next week onwards. hahas. oh wells, i need those As to get into my Pharmacy course @ NUS. but, i haven't quite made up my mind on what to do. chem engineering or accountacy or pharmacy. why not, just leave it all to God since he has already planned everything out for me? all i have to do is just obtain the results and see what is in store for me =)
been reading some of my friend's blogs. i do agree nowadays mothers are more and more protective, conservative. i do wish i could gossip with my mum, openly tell her about relationships and just talk about everything under the sun as if we were best friends. i'm sure many of us youths do yearn for that kind of relationship with our mums but it's just plain impossible nowadays. i frankly admit that when my mum tries to spend time with me, i just cannot appreciate.why? cause she just wants to spend time with me at the wrong period. when i needed her most, she wasn't there. she i don't need her, she wants to be here. bahhs.. what has the world turned into?!
been reading the newspapers recently and i came across more events that girls are becoming more violent, getting involved in fights etc etc. -_-'' seriously either these girls have nothing else better to do or they just want all the attention. but let's not talk about this since it doesnt concern me at all
much rather, i wanna share this. lately, my friend and i have been exchanging cold conversations with each other. no wait, not exactly cold, but more of no communication. i miss my friend. we've known each other since like primary 3. and just because we had to part due to changing schools, she going to poly, me going to jc. everything just changed in a flash. she claims there is a communication problem between jc students and poly. but how come i seem to communicate perfectly fine with all my other poly friends? is it just her or what? my clique has been making efforts to talk to her but it just seems effortless. she keeps conversations SHORT. worst still, i was right next to her and she like never noticed me. FYI i was trying to say hi to you but you were busy talking away. so i gave up trying. i want to mend this friendship back but since you make no effort i really don't know what to do. but since the way you're living now is happy cause of your boyfriend and other ppl around you then that's ok i guess? as long you're happy. i just wanna say. i miss you my dear friend.
what a way to end this entry. hahas. i'll blog tomorrow to share my facial experience i had today.WOOTS. HAHAHA. it was PAIN LIKE HELL but all for a better looking skin. hahas.
[[ you're a beautiful seed ]]
