sorry for the super late updates but been rather busy spending lots of time with my lecture notes, exams papers and mugging =) hopefully this time mid years will be a better one cause i'm rather roared up for it. gotta work harder and stop slacking so much!! ( roland garros is just way to addictive!! it's the french open if you guys don't get it ) better buck up and start getting serious again!!!
dearest is back at home from the army. poor baby. got his eye infected -_-'' hopefully he recovers soon and yah, get back out there at pulau ubin again? hahas. i know he doesn't like going back there but oh well! hang in there dearest. 2 years should pass by fast? LOL
tomorrow is a busy busy day. whole day out from the morning. attending extra chem lessons, mugging, dating and then to dinner with my LG.oh yeahhhh we're going to downtown sakura and after buffet dinner it's time to slack =DD i think tomorrow i shall skip lunch to eat my dinner at sakua (btw, i'm a lousy eater at buffets!!)
sian. i update another time bah. really got nothing much to say. sorry guys!!!
BAIK LA MJC. MJC SOCCER IS THE CHAMPIONS FOR YEAR 2008! IMBA SEH!! CONGRATS TO THE WHOLE MJC SOCCER TEAM!! =) HIP HIP HURRAYY!
(sorry ah. no mjc soccer guy's photo. will try to find and upload or smth? )
well, vjc's dreams were shattered the moment the final whistle was blown. frankly, i was gunning for vjc to win but sadly they weren't playing that well. i thought they were fantastic ( they are supposed to be ) but sadly, luck just wasn't on their side. the goals made by mjc were fantastic and it makes that adrenaline rush through your body like a huge wave. well, tough luck vjc, you guys still gave your all =) i finally saw Gavin ( captain of vjc ) for the very first time. mikeeee. i didn't know he was the captain. i was trying to look for his father but i couldn't find him. well i thought Gavin was a really good defender or something, but he wasn't that great as well?
and i did the silliest thing. i wanted to send a sms to khairil but instead i sent it to khairul -_-''' i really slapped myself in the face so hard. i made that kind of mistake before, but its the second time!!! and i sent like msgs to apologise to khairul!! that silly boy went for some test and wont be back to thursday. i want his ass back here again. tsk. i miss that boy. =)
thursday and friday will be the worst days ever. E-LEARNING. and you know what, it's a time table schedule. wah, BEST ! -_-'' ( i meant it in a very sacarstic way). first period is at 8am, which means i have to get up at 7.45am. THANKS MJC. -_-'' let these 2 days pass by fast please. i want my weekends.
ok it's back to studying. gotta revise my chemistry and maths again. i can't believe i'm so hardworking. i wasn't this hardworking in secondary school. tsk.
and shaz, your ribbon SUCKS. tsk tsk.no offense babe, it's a joke. i can totally hear you screaming ," WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM HUH? "
XOXO.
note to self: please come online tomorrow to claim photos from ms lim xiaoping.
(sorry ah. no mjc soccer guy's photo. will try to find and upload or smth? )well, vjc's dreams were shattered the moment the final whistle was blown. frankly, i was gunning for vjc to win but sadly they weren't playing that well. i thought they were fantastic ( they are supposed to be ) but sadly, luck just wasn't on their side. the goals made by mjc were fantastic and it makes that adrenaline rush through your body like a huge wave. well, tough luck vjc, you guys still gave your all =) i finally saw Gavin ( captain of vjc ) for the very first time. mikeeee. i didn't know he was the captain. i was trying to look for his father but i couldn't find him. well i thought Gavin was a really good defender or something, but he wasn't that great as well?
and i did the silliest thing. i wanted to send a sms to khairil but instead i sent it to khairul -_-''' i really slapped myself in the face so hard. i made that kind of mistake before, but its the second time!!! and i sent like msgs to apologise to khairul!! that silly boy went for some test and wont be back to thursday. i want his ass back here again. tsk. i miss that boy. =)
thursday and friday will be the worst days ever. E-LEARNING. and you know what, it's a time table schedule. wah, BEST ! -_-'' ( i meant it in a very sacarstic way). first period is at 8am, which means i have to get up at 7.45am. THANKS MJC. -_-'' let these 2 days pass by fast please. i want my weekends.
ok it's back to studying. gotta revise my chemistry and maths again. i can't believe i'm so hardworking. i wasn't this hardworking in secondary school. tsk.
and shaz, your ribbon SUCKS. tsk tsk.no offense babe, it's a joke. i can totally hear you screaming ," WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM HUH? "
XOXO.
note to self: please come online tomorrow to claim photos from ms lim xiaoping.
surprise surprise someone from hci tennis team left me a comment. hahas. i wonder how did she manage to find my blog!! well, the experience i had in hci wasn't that pleasing. but i shall not say anymore cause i don't know the people there personally. the girl who tagged, if you're reading this again, mind telling me which player you are, so at least i can clarify? thanks =)
anyways, to the hci person, thanks for the concern for my elbow =) it's recovering at a very slow rate. but i should be back on the courts,hopefully by june.
met up with dearest again yesterday while studying with gracy. kept bugging grace about chemistry cause i just couldn't understand the LCP part on pressure. so irritating cause i dunno where the equilibrium position shifts left or right!! grace could simply tell me everything on the dot as if everything was in the head. wah, hands down to the RJC girl! nevermind. i have extra consultation with dr rahman tomorrow. better clarify everything!!!
back to where i was, cy came to find us too. hahas. we made cy ride this kiddy ride!! it was damn funny and khai video-ed him. HAHAHA. was laughing like crap at him la. cy is seriously hilarious. thanks dearest for accompanying me while studying. and he owned me in the tennis bluetooth match on our phones. mikeeee.. i was losing like crap la. hahahas. oh well.. he's better at games. he's back at camp now.hopefully he won't be so sian! let the week past by fast for him again!! i miss you khairul!!! <3
sheryl and edwin picked us up and they sent me home first before going to felix's party. hahas. sheryl was super noisy in the car ( as usual, but that's her =D ) and we were talking how horrible china products are!! especially the cherry QQ. disgusting. tsk. and i remembered how sheryl yelled when there was an orange light and asked edwin to not try and make a dash for it. hahas. funny people! thanks for the trip home ya? =)
ok end here. i need to go back to doing my maths revision. DEFINITE INTEGRALS HERE I COME. it's integration =)
i have accomplished the whole tys section on organic chemistry. WOOTS. physical chemistry, here i come!
[[ for he is not here, he has risen ]]
anyways, my clique celebrated a one day late birthday for me cause SI EN, apparently had a different recess time. so they wanted everyone to be there therefore, celebrating it on 13 may instead. woah. i didn't know they planned everything very smoothly. i went to find ms suey to spray deep heat for my arm and elbow since they were swollen ( kinda shocked khairil and he scolded me instead -_-'' ), then when i came back to find them, i saw pizzas!! they even got me this lovely pair for havaianas slippers =) thank you!!
anyways, my elbow is doing better now. although it still hurts here and there but at least it's improving!! i want to get well soon and get back on the courts!
oh yes dearest came back on friday too! met up with him and boy. he still looks cute and funny in his army uniform. tsk! i miss that silly boy. all the nonsense and jokes he gives me. hahas. I LOVE YOU KHAIRUL!! you'll always be my silly boy!
met up with ping and carissa on friday for my belated birthday celebration.aww sweet girls. ping got me this bag which i carried it on friday to church. hahas. car got me this cookie and cake which was sooo yummy =)) we took LOTS of photos and had tons of fun with each other. i miss them so much. i'll always love those girls!!
alright short and sweet. i slacked the whole day today. i only did chemical bonding and redox for chemistry. shoots. i better continue my maths for integration and then market failure for econs. i've got so much to chiong tonight!!! ALL THE WAY SAMANTHA =)
congrats to MJC soccer guys for making it to the finals!! they'll have a good fight against VJC. hopefully MJC will be VJC this year. i know they can! IMBA
[[ Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord ]]
Happy birthday to ME, happy birthday to ME, happy birthday to myself, happy
birthday to ME!
i'm officially 18 and legal. hahas. i got weird messages from my friends telling me that i'm legal to go clubbing, buy beer and many more which i will not say. tsk. yes the age 18 allows you to cross greater horizons but you're still held back.
my birthday today wasn't really considered a birthday. it just felt more like any other day. no special feeling. just nothing. boyfriend wasn't even around which makes it worst. had a small celebration during recess with the tennis girls(cause they are the only ones who celebrated with me)! so sweet of them to get me a small cake and sing a birthday song SO LOUD FOR ME which i totally felt embarrassed ( i still love them so!! =) ) and they also bought me lotion from BODYSHOP. aww.. at least i was loved by them. thank you tennis girls =)
*well sometimes when you expect something great to happen, in the end it doesnt even happen at all.
gotta wait for my brother to get back so we can cut cake. hopefully the celebration with my family will make me happy. hopefully so.
oh yes. i TRIED playing tennis today again. went to hit with khairil. to my disappointment, i can't hit as well as before. elbow still hurting and the balls were flying everywhere. i guess i better just stop and wait till my elbow heals. but thanks to khairil!during the game he was so funny and made me laugh. and please stop with the back hand slicing all the time, i almost fell again!!
i'm off to revise and do my maths tutorials.
sorry for the disappointing entry but thats how i exactly feel about today. i guess on this so called "special" day wasn't so "special" after all.
bye world. won't be back till friday i think.bye
[[ when everything around you doesn't seem to go right, hope in the Lord ]]
i won't be able to hold a tennis racquet for a month or so. i won't be able to play the sports i loved for years. stupid elbow injury. i can't even lift heavy things nor carry much stuffs. even sleeping is a problem cause it hurts alot when you change position in the bed. sian. stupid tennis elbow. WHY must this occur during tournament. WHY must you affect my play so much on friday. oh what the heck. it's OVER and OUT. i'm done with it. even watching live tennis matches on tv hurts me badly but like what abby said, only the best move on. i'll forget whatever happened and just move on. main focus : nurse my elbow back to health 
tomorrow is my birthday. met up with Gracy today as she passed my present to me.WOW. damn BIG can. thanks ah! tsk. she did up this billboard thing for me. I LOVE YOU GRACE. THANK YOU SO MUCH =)
i'm not exactly very excited about my birthday. i'm not even spending that day properly. just another day at school. oh well, who knows what may happen tomorrow in school. i still remember in secondary school, i use to carry tons of presents back home cause almost everyone from my class got me something. why? cause i SAI KANG for them for 2 years. HHAHAHA. but never the less i love my PYSS secondary school years and with my classmates.
baby is at field camp as well =( so sad he won't be around to celebrate my birthday but he was really sweet to wish me before hand and to even remind me about our 1year and 4 months. aww. he's such a sweetheart =) i hope he's alright out there cause the weather has been rather shaky especially the thunderstorms in the early morning. i really pray for his safety!!
tomorrow is my birthday. met up with Gracy today as she passed my present to me.WOW. damn BIG can. thanks ah! tsk. she did up this billboard thing for me. I LOVE YOU GRACE. THANK YOU SO MUCH =)
i'm not exactly very excited about my birthday. i'm not even spending that day properly. just another day at school. oh well, who knows what may happen tomorrow in school. i still remember in secondary school, i use to carry tons of presents back home cause almost everyone from my class got me something. why? cause i SAI KANG for them for 2 years. HHAHAHA. but never the less i love my PYSS secondary school years and with my classmates.
baby is at field camp as well =( so sad he won't be around to celebrate my birthday but he was really sweet to wish me before hand and to even remind me about our 1year and 4 months. aww. he's such a sweetheart =) i hope he's alright out there cause the weather has been rather shaky especially the thunderstorms in the early morning. i really pray for his safety!!
yikes i better go back to studying for chemistry test tomorrow. and i'm going to leave my phone on till tomorrow morning cause i'm very sure someone will call me at 12 midnight!!! AHH!! btw, I CHANGED MY PHONE =DD
XOXO.
[[ hearts all over the world tonight ]]
we fought so hard, but they were just too good. i played my best, gave my all but still lost. although a few mistakes here and there,but we gave everything we've got. it's ok it's alright, we still got one more fight. tpjc this friday. since they are very much weaker than us, we cannot let them win. line up will be important. we MUST win tpjc.
hci tennis girls are extremely BITCHY. the captain of the team is extremely stupid. just because she didnt managed to return the shots i sent flying at her and she has to throw her attitude about. like wtf? there was a ball lying over the other side so i wanted to go pick. but she walked towards it to help pick up. HA. thats when i THOUGHT she was going to give it to me,instead she hit the ball to nowhere when i was right infront of her. i swear i wanted to slap her. hello BITCH, are you BLIND or STUPID, cannot see me ah, CHANGE YOUR EYES! F***K you. gosh, the 2nd doubles were seriously bitchy, Rachel and I cannot stand their attitude. even their teacher in charge said they were very bitchy. well, seriously they need alot of help to change their attitude. so what if you guys play well. like, whatever. only phoebe's opponent was really friendly =) i played with her during the friendly match too!! she's the only NICE HCI tennis girl i know of.
after the match, it was off to Island Creamery. they sell ice cream and it's delicious!! we slacked and took many photos as well! and i kinda pissed loretta for 1 min or so, I'M SORRY K!!! it was just a sudden reaction!!
aiyah. nothing much to say already. i still need to do physics later. RAWR. i wanna pon school tomorrow.
gonna wait for baby to call now =) LOVES
[[ you're all i need O Lord ]]
hello world! i went studying with grace today at white sands! i accomplished so many topics of the chemistry TYS. i did all the section Cs that i targetted but i didn't complete the one on chemical energetics cause khai came by then!! RAWR. JOKING !! =) obviously grace pang sei me half way but she did it for a good reason. i hope her grandpa gets well or at least his condition won't deteriorate any further. but never the less, i still love grace =)
oh yah! met up with dearest! we paid a visit to the arcade.HAHAH. it was so enjoyable! we played house of the dead 2 and died at the same time. stupid gun reloads so slowly if not i think i would have lived longer. tsk! then it was off to the basketball game! WHEE. fun! and then it was driving! so sad only one machine worked and off i drove! i admit i'm one lousy driver and i kept getting into accidents! lol. maybe i should never try to play the driving games. next up was, the drums! not bad huh, my baby attracted quite alot of people when he was playing. i doubt he noticed the crowd watching him but he still played extremely well =) and thanks for playing my favourite song too! then we went off to bedok and took a bus back. yes it was a stupid idea of mine but come on, i just wanted to spend more time with him? we had fun still! telling each other the lamest things and about his army life. we also met maznah(spf band member). well, not sure when is the next time i'll meet my dearest but hopefully soon! i love you dearest! <3
found out more stuffs apparently, kinda shocked me but i was expecting it. sometimes people are hypocrites. come on, it's a fact. don't tell me none of you ever acted like one. it's time to forgive and forget. but this, i really don't know. i don't wanna get involved.
bye bye world! i'm going to study econs and chemistry again! I LOVE CHEMISTRY!!!
wish me luck for tomorrow's ACJC match. who knows we might beat them!
[[ 5 loaves and 2 fishes. have faith and the Lord will do wonders in your life ]]
jon sent me an sms today regarding the upload of the motivational video made specially for the band. right after i reached home and bathed, i dashed to my computer, switched it on and was just dying to watch the video. Many spoke words right from their heart. Sometimes, not everything can be put into words but by actions. As i watched my boyfriend on the video, i couldn't agree less with what he said. Just watching the video just makes me miss him more, but that's not the point. The feeling out there in the field, is truly awesome, scary but it just pushes you to the limit.
However, my love for the band was restricted by my parents. i even resorted to sneaking out just to attend band practices on fridays. i miss band during the time i was in secondary school. I was in the TITANS band ( the combined band of Ping Yi and Springfield ). special memories i will never forget. the friendship forged with my section mates and other people. The period i met khairul (tsk tsk XD ). Head of Administrative department. So many committments but you just want to give everything to the band. Your time, smiles, sweat, saddness, whatever it is.
Watching the band motivational video was heart touching. Reminds me of the past and all the pleasant memories. I do wish i had the ability to go back and experience it one more time but sadly, we humans do not have the power to control time. I'm very sure that the journey i had with the band, was something i will never forget and will remain in my heart and mind forever. i truly love ping yi marching band and i truly miss the TITANS band.
tennis training was pathetic for me. i was totally off form. couldn't hit properly in the beginning but soon managed to catch us once ms suey started to drill us. PROBLEM: the drill was so intense that rachel and I were exhausted from it. after the drill, it became a torture. well the day already started off in a tired way for me. I had my 2.4km run with the other tennis girls. woots, got a 14.32mins. yes i improved but i could have gotten below 13 if i didnt take 3 mins to run the 5th round. wtf? nevermind samantha, it's ok. NAFA is OVER.
watched the soccer match just now as well. hahas. MJC owned DHS(dunman high school) 6-0.suddenly mjc so rah rah!! khairil even scored a goal. so proud of him! all the way khairil! BAIK la MJC =)
not sure if i should get my phone tomorrow. Nokia 6500 has caught my eye but should i? maybe tomorrow i shall check the phone out just in case or if not i'll wait for my clam shell sony slide phone =)
dearest will be booking out tomorrow morning!! can't wait to hear from him again! gosh i miss him like crazy! i miss touching his head since he's bald. tsk tsk! =DDDDDDDDDDDD
ok i'm done here. back to chemistry TYS. i desperately want to do well for chem for mid years. I HOPE SOOOOOO!!!! bye world. till then i might wanna blog about science and technology. to be more specific, genetic engineering. seriously, just listening to what it is about, you just want to have your say. ok ok i'll stop. sorry for straining your eyes folks!
XOXO. i know you love me =)
but sorry, i love GOD and *ahem* only =)
[[ you have made me glad O Lord for i delight in You everyday in my life ]]